I've done it.. not the way i've planned, but still, at least somehow..thx Fabian..

nthn really has changed.. cuz it was known all the time..

"..part of me does..part of me doesn't.."

it hurts, but yeah, now everything in mah hands.. isn't it?

all that i fucking need is to belive in mah own self, just once, which is the most hardest thing to do for meh..



I'M GOIN' CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT JUST KEEP KILLIN' MEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









PPL Eat Shit And Choke!!! Die As God Damned Dogs!!!! why should i care?

.. actually i do care, but, well, does it really matter?